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Its been the longest day.The projects,the individual journals (IJs), the tests. They're all coming up. School has been ever so slack till this moment. NOW I feel sooo grouchy. The gawd damn SPSS program is giving me problems. And almost every other person from every group. Grrr.Those hours spent in the bloody free access lab.All my hard work gone to waste. Making me stay back in school by myself till late to RE-DO.Think again. RE-DO. OVER AND OVER AGAIN.Only thing I could seek solace from were my fav chocolates.Its the Meiji triangular shaped ones. They were the only thing that kept me alive in the lab; making life seem not that bad after all.Like really.I got caught in the bloody rain as I left school. Thought we were meeting. But I guess not. I walked home in the rain thinking: Where's the balance? Why do I keep tipping over these edges?I'll get busy. I'll not let you get to me. I HATE making the first move. You know that. U know you gotta do somethin'. Otherwise, I'll do my very best - to start anew. Lately, I flare up so easily.Just like that.Its scary.Its the lackofsleep.Its the moolah.Its the confusion at the backofmyhead.Its schooooool. 
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